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Sunday, July 16th, 2006
8:05 pm	missing you I miss my boyfriend... this summer has been hard, but it seems like a small price to pay to be together forever you know... He is the most beautiful person i know. He loves me for who i am, and doesnt want me to change. He respects me, and cherishes me, and takes care of me. He has had to pay and repair the damages some other douschebags i dated, but all along did it with a smile and willingly, because he saw what i really was and what i could be. Every day i thank god that he has come into my life, because he makes going through long days at work, and stressing tests and exams that much easier, just knowing that afterwards i can call and he will always pick up the phone, or that he will be there waiting for me when i get home. Its comforting knowing that he will never cheat on me like marcus, or call me names like dan and marcus did. Its good to know that someday when we have kids that i can take some time off because lolo is actually in school doing something for himself and he will have a very successful career. I guess at the heart of it all is that sometimes the negative things that have happen in my life resurface, and why i dont know, i guess in time all things will heal, but what i do know now and forever and from the bottom of my heart is that lolo makes me happy, for once in my life i am truly happy, and i feel loved, and i know that i love him. I will invite you all to the wedding in a few years. :o) I get to see you in four days, i miss you and love you more than anything, cant wait to be back in your arms again. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
9:50 pm	lolo is coming to see me on friday!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i cant wait! Current Mood: ecstatic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 3rd, 2006
3:24 pm	i know its been awhile... So i figured i would update real quick while i had some time before getting down to the grind and working on my paper. Truthfully not much has been going on, my life has been consumed by school, and trying to finish that up strong, and when im not at school then i am with my ever so wonderful boyfriend and love of my life lolo. I pretty much see him everyday. This weekend we spent saturday at Jenison Fieldhouse watching Jamaal compete in the State wrestling tournament. It was an amazing experience, not only did i get to spend time with lolo all day, and his family, which i adore and love tons, but his brother ended up being State Champion! It was wayyy exciting to see! Everyone was sooo happy! Then we were able to come back and relax. And the rest of the weekend went pretty smooth, we just chilled and did homework and such... went to my sisters on sunday, but didnt stay long, as she has a million cats and im allergic to them. My mom tho got a new car, a 2007 Dodge Caliber, and its cute and she let me drive it while she was up here, and also last week when i went home for a few hours... so that made it worth it. Its been so nice lately, i wish i didnt have as much homework and such to do, and could just chill all the time... but thats not the case. I have been really happy lately, i think a lot of it due to finally being treated the right way in my relationship. Lolo has brought a really positive light to my life, and it feels amazing. :oD But anyways thats all the news for now, i need to finish up this paper, and get somehwere to get it printed... as i am working on my moms computer because my has been sucking the big one lately. Much love- Ash (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
1:49 am	i think i have a dissertation in the making, why people are dousches but are too blind to see... hahaha this could be amusing So we all know im a psychology major, i have been studyin psychology now for a good 4 years, right? right... and its pretty common knowledge that although psychology is a vast field with many specialized areas, that for the most part we are somewhat dealing with human behavior, and sorta the why we do what we do type thing. So now we are all on the same page about this. Obviously its a bit more complicated then that, but without making some of you look foolish for ever doubting my abilities, i will just leave the scientific definition in the bag... for now. Now, behavior... my theory on it, as well as most others... is that is fairly predictable. So i can sit here and say with confidence that when a couple of you read this, you will have a field day talking to one another about how i was talking shit (in my own journal, God forbid)... and i say this with confidence because talking about others is typically what makes your lives go round, i mean living your OWN life, would clearly be out of the question. So, you can have a field day with this. Now dont get angry, i am only the messenger, this is me doing my job, giving candid feedback about your behavior and help you see yourself as others see you. You tend to live your life going around saying the world owes you a living. Oopsy wrong again, the world owes you nothing. It was here first. I would like to bring the loving-kindness maxim, or the golden rule into this now... for those of you who arent up on the terminology that would be the one that goes a little something like this "Do to other as thou wouldst they should do to thee, and do to none other but as thou wouldst be done to."...sound familiar? It should. Although the majority of people I encounter frequently (not by choice, I could think of better circumstances I would rather be involved in) forget about this concept. I can’t count how many times one person, or another has verbally complained, and bitched, and was “hurt”, “upset”, “didn’t feel worthy enough”, based on another persons ohhh I dunno, away message, livejournal entry, lack of phone call—I think this is what we refer to as, “actions”.. so now we are all up on the terminology. The point (I know finally, but some people are just slow on the uptake) im getting to with all of this is that somewhere along the way someone(s) have conveniently forgot the things that hurt them along the road of life, but turn it around and do it “onto others”… Life isn’t fair, but you don’t have to be a dick. I’ve killed bitches for less. (right lizzie? Lol) Time to grow up kids. Bout that time eh chap? Right-o! Consider this your welcome to the real world. Oh yeah, and lolo and I are spending spring break together!!! Doing exciting things… but I wouldn’t want to give all the surprises away, people would end up jealous. He also put his vote in for us going to Houston together next year, sounds like a plan to me :o) Well that’s all for now… toodles :o) Current Mood: content Current Music: lolo and his music selection (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 13th, 2006
3:10 pm	as promised, another entry So this weekend actually turned out to be really good! Lets start with, going home. So i go home, stop at starbucks and go see my mom at her school... always a good time. I did however abandon my (ass) soulmate lizzie- sorry boo, love you! So home was nice, i got to go to starbucks twice, and i got to see tarrah and we rolled around in her new Grand Prix GT... Thats right, the girl is doin big things, im way proud of her! And then my mom and i also enjoyed some shopping and DQ as well and she did a nice job of hiding my valentines day gift in my laundry basket, much props mom, love you and miss you!!... So all was well at home, but i was sad because i was away from lolo, which sounds sickening but we usually spend the weekends together, because he doesnt like the dorms and well i dont like... well, lots of things, so anyways, that was just not fun.. So i come back sunday, staring down possibly not being able to see him because he had a meeting at 9:30... but as always the boy goes and makes big plays when they count, and called me to see if i could get him from work... Soo i did. And we came back here, after getting a movie and ice cream. So he took my keys and made me go in first, and then made me go to my room and he got stuff (for valentines day, because he has to work and i have a lab that day, so we celebrated early) all set up with the support of lizzie, and then had me come out... and now the moment you have all been waiting for... He had this HUUUUGGGEEEEEEE teddy bear sitting on the counter, and the bear was holding this beautiful long stem red rose, and infront of the bear there was a heart shaped box of candy kisses, and then next to it was a bag, and in the bag he bought me a new belly button ring, that was the shape of a heart and it has interchangeable gems for it!!! And then there was a card with all the loving things that you people probably dont want to hear about! OMG it was so amazing!!! I had never had anyone do that for me before, and he took such careful thought in placing everything and making sure everything was perfect last night. No one has ever cared for me like that, it was the sweetest thing he could have done, i just cant stress how amazing it was!!! So after that we watched the skeleton key which we had rented earlier in the evening. It was just an amazing night!! And then this morning before class i was thanking him again telling him that he was amazing and wonderful, and he said not to worry that things will only get bigger and better, hes wonderful and is always thinking good things :oD He has saturday and sunday off this weekend, so we were thinking about going on an adventure and out to eat somewhere. Hes such a great guy, i dont know what i would do without him. So that was my exciting news that i had to get out and share to the world!! Yayyyyyyy!!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:28 am	real quickly... i would have to say that i have the most amazing and wonderful boyfriend ever... but since im tired, i will have to update later :oD :oD :oD Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Monday, January 2nd, 2006
5:16 pm	Weekend in Review Starting with Wednesday... Wednesday I purchased my car :o) Yay. Thursday I got up uber-early and went car shopping with Tarrah. Always a good time. Later thursday afternoon I added some decorations to my body in the form of a tattoo! It's wayyyy cute and sexy and i love it :o) Friday i again got up way early, this time to take my car into golling to have its oil changed and then onto my sisters house to get the Jeep back.... then we left there and went jackson to meet LoLo and his parents. Not gonna lie i was scared shitless, but i feel as though i handled it rather well. He then came back to west bloomfield with me for the weekend. Friday-night- Played Madden, and NBA-live with LoLo... then went Glow-Bowling with Tarrah, Michael, Lolo, Tyler and myself... not gonna lie i kinda had fun lol Saturday- Play video games and ate food with lolo... watched 40 yr old virgin, and some other movies while waiting for the new year.... cuddled and talked about everything all night long. Good times Sunday- Relaxed the better part of the day... watched Mr and Mrs Smith with the fam and LoLo... and then later on that night i took lolo around the city to see everything... or atleast some of the stuff... cant really do everything in one weekend! We ended up getting some ice-cream and talking for like an hour and a half before we went to the movies and saw Wolf Creek... which was just a bad movie and dont go and see it. Then we came back and watched mythbusters and talked and cuddled on the couch.. Monday- as in today.... i had to take lolo back to his parental units... i was definitely more sad then i thought i would be... but i guess its good that i have found someone to miss like that :o) Way to look on the bright side ash! lol Definitely overall one of the best weekends i have ever had... but on that note im going to go put some tattoo gunk on my tattoo, and then probably take a nap lol :o) Hope everyone is doing well! Current Mood: Missing you... (Comment on this)
Friday, November 11th, 2005
7:43 pm	i shall take this moment to post what my loves away message says.... and i quote... "damn why do i love her so much....but i like it though" *sigh* He really is amazing :o) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 18th, 2005
11:03 pm	Attention! SOOOOOO Friday we are going to Tiki Bobs in Pontiac, and its going to be FUN AS HELL!!! Everyone should come because most of us are going back to school next week, so its one last little get together for everyone!! You can leave a message, or call my cell if you want more details... but pretty much JUST GO, because I will be there, and everybody will be there!!!! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
10:24 pm	I havent posted in like forever and a day... literally.... So i will take this time since no one seems to be around to post about whats going on.... So i work, all the freaking time now, at the buttcrack of dawn, and for those of you not familiar with that, that would be up at 6am. Its good money, im glad i did it, the kids are awesome, and i love my other co-workers! When im not working, my mondays and wednesdays are consumed with class from 6-10pm in Farmington hills. Its not a horribly hard class, however the readings, papers, angel posts, etc, etc, are very time consuming. Which then leads me to my weekends, or sorta lack there of... i pretty much have no life because i sit inside the house and do papers... booooooo... ashleigh is lame. I havent been up north in forever, and it doesnt look like i will be getting up there anytime soon... i have gotten to hang out with dominique though, because without fail hes usually the only one that calls me ever and makes time lol, so i do get out of the house-- not often, but sometimes lol Aside from all that, i have been trying to prep to go back to school and move into the apartment and such... i went up to lansing tuesday to see my sister and do some shopping, however it wasnt very successful, but thats ok, i think i have everything sorta under control lol I think im in denial over how fast im actually going to have to go back... but i will get to it all sometime or another. I bought a new TV, i was totally excited! And im going with the hott pink and dark blue theme in the room... heck yes i rock! Lizzie and i havent quite figured out what to do with the bathroom, but its guaranteed to look sexy- simply because we are two sexy girls! So overall very excited to get back to the apt!!! Anyway... its time to rock my world with a crossword.... thats hott (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
3:06 pm	I suppose i will take this time to update lol -I have actually started working lol... i know, me, work? Right i know lol -I'm taking classes too... thats right graduation in 3 years? lol well i can try atleast -I got to go up north for the 4th of July, it was nice, worked on my tan a bit, and got to see all my family! -Hangin out with a lot of different people... dont know how any of it is going to pan out, but we shall see. -Went down to the D, for the Tigers game, with vanessa and family, that was super cool, cuz i had never been to a tigers game before! -Redoing my sisters room... shhhh dont tell her lol -And really after all that, im kinda not doing much... between work and class its difficult to have much of a life lol However i was thinking very seriously about having another party up at the club before we all have to head back to school, so i will keep everyone posted once i figure all that out :o) Current Music: Oldies baby! (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 12th, 2005
12:21 am	People that love me! JustBuckets2 (12:00:26 AM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY B G L BLOCK 000 (11:59:05 PM): happy birthday chick Auto response from soleilbleu2 (12:03:22 AM): happy birthday ashleigh!!! Amazinj04 (12:04:55 AM): happy b day Volts Red (12:43:22 AM): happy birthday grndprixx04 (1:11:04 AM): happy birthday TrixiCar0204 (1:47:48 AM): I am feeling horney...it must be Ashleigh's birthday Bskillzful (11:30:38 AM): happy Birthday SmilingSpartan (12:24:37 PM): Happy Birthday SUNSHINE!!!!! And Earl,Dominique and Chad called to wish me a happy birthday,Stephanie wrote me an email, and Andy sent me a text message!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
10:41 am	or the song that fixes anything.... I should have known You'd bid me farewell There's a lesson to be learned from this And I've learned it very well Now I know you're not The only starfish in the sea If I never hear your name again It's all the same to me You never care For secrets I confide For you I'm just an ornament Something for your pride Always runnin', never carin' That's the life you live Stolen minutes of your time Were all you had to give And I think it's gonna be all right Yeah, the worst is over now The morning sun is shining Like a red rubber ball There are stories from the past With nothing to recall I've got my life to live And I don't need you at all The roller coaster ride we took Is nearly at an end I bought my ticket with my tears That's all I'm gonna' spend Current Mood: feeling a little tired (Comment on this)
10:40 am	or how about this one.... Don’t your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won’t snow and the sun won’t shine It’s hard to tell the night time from the day You’re loosin’ all your highs and lows Ain’t it funny how the feeling goes away? Desperado, why don’t you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate It may be rainin’, but there’s a rainbow above you You better let somebody love you, before it’s too late (Comment on this)
10:37 am	personal favorite of mine.... Don't go changing, to try and please me You never let me down before Don't imagine you're too familiar And I don't see you anymore I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble We never could have come this far I took the good times, I'll take the bad times I'll take you just the way you are I need to know that you will always be The same old someone that I knew What will it take till you believe in me The way that I believe in you. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 30th, 2005
11:27 pm	Stay tuned for some great posts, using some fantastic lyrics! Lets start with this.... Nothing from Nothing, leaves nothing, you've got to have something, if you want to be with me (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
8:13 pm	Almost made you love me Almost made you cry Almost made you happy, baby Didn't I didn't I You almost had me thinkin' You were turned around But everybody knows Almost doesn't count Almost heard you saying You were finally free What was always missing for you, baby You'd found it in me But you can't get to heaven Half off the ground Everybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep on lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If you're looking for more Than all that I could give you Than what you came here for Gonna find me somebody Not afraid to let go Want a no doubt be there kind of man You came real close But everytime you built me up You only let me down And everybody knows Almost doesn't count Maybe you'll be sorry Maybe you'll be cold Maybe you'll come runnin' back, baby From the cruel cruel world Almost convince me You're gonna stick around But everybody knows Almost doesn't count So maybe I'll be here Maybe I'll see ya 'round Almost doesn't count Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2005
12:51 pm	I guess maybe it is time to post.... So im definately home.... and its pretty fantastic, i must say i love my bed! However this whole no job business... i must say is lame.. Vanessa and i are thinking very seriously about starting our own business, on the corner of course, because that seems easiest right now! I havent hung out with too many people, mainly vanessa because she understands all the running around and maddness i have going on. But we did get to go out last night with Jessica and i must say it was good times girls!! Last week, definately was at Walnut Creek everyday pretty much... because we had Music in the Parks this weekend. Ahh yes over 200 middle schoolers.... what is wrong with us? J/K, The kids were fantastic, it was the chaperones that bite the big one and dont know whats going on. Walnut Creek though competed very well and took away all First place, Superior Ratings, and the OVERALLs in Orchestra and Choir!! We ROCK!! There were some other not so nice events that happened this weekend... but the person who is involved in the incidents this weekend, doesnt really care, and told me that they didnt care. Soo i dont know where that leaves me. People that you care about the most definately know how to hurt you the worst. Wow, good times. But anyways im off to maybe be productive... who knows.... Holler at your girl Current Mood: eh? (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
10:04 pm	What i have to look forward to next year.... Fall Semester 2005: FCE 238 3 Personal Finance N Mo We 10:20 AM-11:40 AM 158 Natural Resources Bldg GRM 101 4 Elementary German I N Mo Th 7:00 PM-8:50 PM 1 hours Arranged C315 Wells Hall ELAN PSY 280 3 Abnormal Psychology N Mo We Fr 12:40 PM-1:30 PM 326 Natural Sciences Bldg PSY 295 3 Data Anly Psychological Res N Tu Th 12:40 PM-2:00 PM C102 Wilson Hall TE 150 3 Reflections on Learning N Tu Th 10:20 AM-11:40 AM 1255 Anthony Hall TOTAL CREDIT HOURS : 16 Spring Semester 2006: GRM 102 4 Elementary German II N Mo Th 7:00 PM-8:50 PM C315 Wells Hall IAH 221C 4 Great Ages Modern World (I) N Tu Th 3:00 PM-4:20 PM 1145 Engineering Building We 3:00 PM-3:50 PM 112B Berkey Hall ISB 204 3 Appl Biomedical Sciences N Mo We 10:20 AM-11:40 AM 101 North Kedzie ISB 208L 2 IS Biology Lab N Tu 6:00 PM-7:50 PM 1 hours Arranged 125 North Kedzie SOC 215 3 Race and Ethnicity N Mo We 12:40 PM-2:00 PM 206 Old Horticulture Bldg TOTAL CREDIT HOURS: 16 Wow... if that isnt exciting, then i dont know what is!!!! Current Mood: Is just chillin a mood? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
9:19 am	dude... what i wouldnt do for a freaking starbucks run right now... Mocha Frap... mmmmmmmmm.... damnit classes, who needs you?! Current Mood: i want starbucks (7 Comments |Comment on this)